Fingon_Findekáno
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Fingon turned his gaze towards the Maia as she spoke, and inclined his head in acknowledgment. He was fully expecting she would prophesy of only doom once more, as she had every other time, but her final words genuinely surprised him. It sounded like she was actually implying there was a glimmer of hope in their war against Morgoth. Hope. As in, there was a chance they could actually win here.
Not that he’d been doubting before, but if even the Maia of Mandos, the Vala who had pronounced their judgment long ago and seemed to know the future, was admitting the possibility of a positive outcome, then it had to mean something. Right? He tried to ignore the fact that she had brought up the Doom of the Noldor just a few minutes prior.
But then she spoke of victory through loss, and he paused. He hated the thought of losing any lives, especially if it can be avoided, and he always took special care to plan strategically for his soldiers in battle, to maximize effectiveness and minimize their losses. Of course, it was an inevitable fact that lives would be lost in any battle, and many will likely fall in the upcoming one, but it never got any easier when it happened. He thought of his brother Argon, and how he had been slain in battle before the gates of Angband shortly after their host had finally made it to Middle-earth, after years of marching across the Helcaraxë.
Fingon glanced around the room, knowing there was always a chance some of those present may not survive this battle, depending on how things went. Still, for every life tragically lost, in both the prior centuries and now, those who survived had to go on and continue fighting, to make the deaths of the fallen worth something. To prove they hadn’t died in vain for some lost cause. That’s what everyone was doing here in this meeting, in their decision to take Morgoth now, while they had the advantage over him.
With this in mind, Fingon replied back to the Maia. “It is true, Lady Amaniel, that we can never fully know the true intentions of what lies behind Morgoth’s actions, but we can at least be prepared for the factors we do know about. I'm not suggesting we be reckless, but we can do something about it while he sits in his fortress and hides. The fact that you have admitted there is hope in these times is heartening indeed, and I, for one, will accept it gladly.”
Hearing what the Dwarves said next though, disturbed him, and he furrowed his brow slightly in concern. They had encountered a Balrog somewhere in the Blue Mountains? Such news was unheard of, as far as he was aware; the siege had remained unbroken for the last 400 years, aside from some small skirmishes a couple hundred years ago. Had Morgoth been quietly expanding his realm in the depths of the earth all this time? Why would a lone Balrog be found so far southeast from Angband?
The Dwarves were visibly angry at the memory of this incident, and Fingon could understand why. They had lost a whole team of their own kind as a result of Morgoth’s cruelty. Something Fingon had heard before about Dwarves was that they were slow to forgive and quick to remember, and if anyone had earned their ire, it was Morgoth.
“That is most unfortunate to hear. You have my condolences for the members of the team you lost,” he said, touching a hand to his heart as a gesture of sincerity. “If you do not mind my asking, where was it within the Blue Mountains that this team encountered the B—“
Before he could finish, there was a sudden disturbance at the other end of the table, where Amaniel was at. Out of the corner of his eye he saw her stand up sharply, and then she staggered backwards down into her seat again, seemingly upset and lost in her own thoughts. He tensed himself, preparing to jump up out of his seat to see if she was okay, but he saw his sister had beaten him to it.
Fingon watched their interactions closely, ready to help further if need be. However, his sister’s behavior wasn’t indicating any kind of emergency, and Amaniel, though seemingly still preoccupied with whatever was going on in her mind, dismissed Aredhel after a minute. He relaxed in his chair once more, though he still kept an eye on the Maia, just to be safe.
However, he couldn’t help thinking what everyone else probably was now too- what had just happened?
He spoke up, daring to interrupt her agitated thoughts. “Amaniel, is everything alright?”
Not that he’d been doubting before, but if even the Maia of Mandos, the Vala who had pronounced their judgment long ago and seemed to know the future, was admitting the possibility of a positive outcome, then it had to mean something. Right? He tried to ignore the fact that she had brought up the Doom of the Noldor just a few minutes prior.
But then she spoke of victory through loss, and he paused. He hated the thought of losing any lives, especially if it can be avoided, and he always took special care to plan strategically for his soldiers in battle, to maximize effectiveness and minimize their losses. Of course, it was an inevitable fact that lives would be lost in any battle, and many will likely fall in the upcoming one, but it never got any easier when it happened. He thought of his brother Argon, and how he had been slain in battle before the gates of Angband shortly after their host had finally made it to Middle-earth, after years of marching across the Helcaraxë.
Fingon glanced around the room, knowing there was always a chance some of those present may not survive this battle, depending on how things went. Still, for every life tragically lost, in both the prior centuries and now, those who survived had to go on and continue fighting, to make the deaths of the fallen worth something. To prove they hadn’t died in vain for some lost cause. That’s what everyone was doing here in this meeting, in their decision to take Morgoth now, while they had the advantage over him.
With this in mind, Fingon replied back to the Maia. “It is true, Lady Amaniel, that we can never fully know the true intentions of what lies behind Morgoth’s actions, but we can at least be prepared for the factors we do know about. I'm not suggesting we be reckless, but we can do something about it while he sits in his fortress and hides. The fact that you have admitted there is hope in these times is heartening indeed, and I, for one, will accept it gladly.”
Hearing what the Dwarves said next though, disturbed him, and he furrowed his brow slightly in concern. They had encountered a Balrog somewhere in the Blue Mountains? Such news was unheard of, as far as he was aware; the siege had remained unbroken for the last 400 years, aside from some small skirmishes a couple hundred years ago. Had Morgoth been quietly expanding his realm in the depths of the earth all this time? Why would a lone Balrog be found so far southeast from Angband?
The Dwarves were visibly angry at the memory of this incident, and Fingon could understand why. They had lost a whole team of their own kind as a result of Morgoth’s cruelty. Something Fingon had heard before about Dwarves was that they were slow to forgive and quick to remember, and if anyone had earned their ire, it was Morgoth.
“That is most unfortunate to hear. You have my condolences for the members of the team you lost,” he said, touching a hand to his heart as a gesture of sincerity. “If you do not mind my asking, where was it within the Blue Mountains that this team encountered the B—“
Before he could finish, there was a sudden disturbance at the other end of the table, where Amaniel was at. Out of the corner of his eye he saw her stand up sharply, and then she staggered backwards down into her seat again, seemingly upset and lost in her own thoughts. He tensed himself, preparing to jump up out of his seat to see if she was okay, but he saw his sister had beaten him to it.
Fingon watched their interactions closely, ready to help further if need be. However, his sister’s behavior wasn’t indicating any kind of emergency, and Amaniel, though seemingly still preoccupied with whatever was going on in her mind, dismissed Aredhel after a minute. He relaxed in his chair once more, though he still kept an eye on the Maia, just to be safe.
However, he couldn’t help thinking what everyone else probably was now too- what had just happened?
He spoke up, daring to interrupt her agitated thoughts. “Amaniel, is everything alright?”