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Just a recently joined Member. After watching clips from the likes of Rainbow Dave's Tolkien Untangled and a few others. My Tolkien renaissance has led me here. Tolkien came to me long ago, exactly with Asimov. To me, Tolkien's world didn't come as a 'history' - instead and maybe due to Asimov, it came to me as a possible wonderful 'future' where the light upon this world would indeed be like that of the Valar and 'life' is alive and with consciousness, etc. I too am no 'expert' on Tolkien compared to some I've immediately seen here - who can rattle off direct line quotes and passages. Am very impressed with these Members. As nothing more than a (convict) Labourer in Australia, I found Tolkien a profound mental stimulation and a 'portal' on a cultural connection to Europe and Europeans. I guess it was an 'escape' from my Penal Colony existence. I too enjoy how this Forum is set up and its variety of Boards is amazing. Kudos to this Forum for being in existence for so long. Such a feat shows its staying power and I'm sure it will be around for a long time still, regardless of the tech changes needed.
Now thanks to Lomelinde Lindorie in this Topic.
I fade, I fade, I fade e'er away,
Into the Void, into the Unknown,
Into Solitude, into Peace.

My paths are Beyond Memory, Beyond Time,
Beyond the very Bounds of Fate itself,
Boundless and Infinite.


Fading Bound of Time's Last End.

...glad to be here with you all.
 
I just sat down and read this whole thread. It's good to see so many old faces around still. I wasn't quite an original member, although I was still one of the early ones. I'm coming up on my twentieth anniversary as a member, and God, does that make me feel old.

Why did I come here, two decades ago? Ironically, it had little to do with Tolkien. I had been a CS Lewis fan long before someone I rather loathed recommended Tolkien, and this was about the time the first film had come out as well. I joined because I was doing research, aiming to prove that Narnia was far more interesting than Middle Earth, and ended up getting schooled quite vigorously by some of the old crew (Barley, Mrs. Maggot, HLG Strider, Illuin, Erestor, Gothmog, Halasian, Narya, Cir, Eledhwen, Wonko the Sane, Snaga, YayGollum, Chrys, among many others). Back then, TTF was a flurry of activity and they were much less concerned about who was picking fights with who. There was more trust in our general ability to disagree amongst ourselves and that be okay. I'm not saying that as a criticism to how things are currently run, I'm just saying it was different. It was a different world.

I stayed for the people. I stayed for the friends I made, and for the people I'd never admit were friends, that I just enjoyed engaging with even if we never agreed, because they pushed me. They pushed me to be smarter, to be wiser, and to grow as a person. Anyone can create a place on the internet where fans of a thing gather. Rarely do you find a place where you find friends that last a lifetime. I remember my mother telling me that my TTF people weren't "real friends". Twenty years later there are still a number of people I met here that are still good friends. Take that, Mother.

I stayed because despite myself I did fall in love with Middle Earth, and it was an ideal place to explore a new passion. I stayed because I had a passion for language, and where else on the internet was I going to find a whole group of people who would support me instead of make fun of me for wanting to understand Quenyan? Who else was going to talk to me about world building and character development, and help me become the writer I am today?

I stayed because TTF became home to me. While these days I'm a mother with children of my own and a life that keeps me busy, and I don't often stop in here, on the days that I am aching for the comfort of familiarity - for safety - TTF is where I run. It's always there, reliable in a way that things seldom are.

I stay - I always come back - because it has never occurred to me to do otherwise.

Always,
Firawyn
 
What a beautiful story, thank you very much for sharing it.
I think your origin story is quite funny and I hope to see you around more, very interested in what your research has resulted in.
 
What a beautiful story, thank you very much for sharing it.
I think your origin story is quite funny and I hope to see you around more, very interested in what your research has resulted in.
My defiance has led me all kinds of interesting places. In any case, I'm still very knowledgeable about Narnia and the history of CS Lewis, and considering that Lewis and Tolkien were friends it makes for a fun comparative study. As for languages, while I am admittedly quite rusty at this point on Quenyan, my love of languages has led me to something resembling fluency in Latin (nobody can be truly fluent in a dead language, but I can translate anything you put in front of me fairly easily) and a fair understanding of Nordic Runes. Put any modern languages in front of me and I'm useless. Give me a language that nobody uses anymore, and I can be decently useful. Hazard of a passion for archaeology, I'm afraid.
 
I watched the movies in 2008 or 2009 I think (I was around 5 back then) with my dad first and they're arguably my fondest memories of my childhood... it kinda became our thing after a few years... to watch it together every few months...I think I really got into the books when I was 13...I read the books first in Persian in 2017...and then after researching about it I tried to read the Silmarillion(also in Persian)but I left I half way bcs of school and my studies...the first Tolkien community I joined was a channel in Telegram that made posts and explained stuff(though I later found isn't really reliable)...I found TTF just a month ago I think and I immediately joined...this is coming from a nerd but these guys are the nerdiest bunch I've ever seen... they're like my role models..I've learned a lot more about Tolkien since I joined this website
 
In a hovel in a town there lived a little boy approaching 8 summers. He was a lover of all things in nature and spent countless hours in the nearby fields and meadows of long waving grasses, buttercups, daisies and dandelions. This was a much appreciated life of peace and long warm days of tranquility. Then, one day in the quiet of this boy’s world, as the days of summer continued with much less noise and far more green, he awoke and remembered it was his eighth birthday. With eyes wide in both hope and anticipation, he leapt from his bed to see if his parents had bought him a bike, but his expectations were dashed when all they handed him was a small package covered in brown paper tied with jute string.
The boy smiled respectfully at them as he took the wrapping off the flat rectangular gift. As the wrapping fell to the floor his smile waned to nothingness. It was just a book. With his heart heavy at the thought of his friends riding their bikes, shooting across the old iron bridge that sat above the town river, he turned the book to its front. There on the cover he read aloud its title.
“The Hobbit”.
He looked up at his father and asked, “What’s a Hobbit Dad?”
His father simply smiled and said, “You will just have to read it and find out.”
The boy felt his mood darken as the pitter-patter of heavy rain began pounding the windows. Outside, the clouds darkened as if they wished to rain further on his misery. He trudged back to his bedroom and donned his woollen dressing gown then sighed a little as he sat on the bottom of his bed to put his slippers on.
‘OK’, he thought, ‘Let’s see what this JRR Tol..keein story is about.’ He picked up the disappointing present and began to read.
‘The Hobbit. Chapter One. An Unexpected Party.’ The rain continued dampening his spirits as he read the first sentence. ‘In a hole in the ground there lived a Hobbit…’
By the first snows of the following winter the book was well thumbed, many pages became dog-eared, and the boy was on his fifth completed reading of Bilbo Baggins and his unexpected adventure.

The boy of course was me, and my 8th birthday was way back in 1967. I got the bike for my 9th birthday and was disappointed once more as I wanted ‘The Lord of the Rings’. There’s just no pleasing some kids!

I spent the next 40 years thinking it was just me that liked Tolkien’s magical and scary world. Then the first of Peter Jackson’s trilogy appeared and it seemed to me the world had gone mad!!! Somehow, there were millions of like-minded ‘normal’ people.
Being an avid reader of words on wood pulp and ignoring the strange business of electronic stuff and nonsense, the internet passed me by, like a paper boat on a slow moving silent stream, quietly floating past in the night; unseen and unheard.
Of course, my wife and children had been using the internet for years, constantly haranguing me to, ‘get with it…’.
Eventually, in the last couple of years I succumbed to the evil that wasn’t made from natural materials and found that it wasn’t as bad as I feared. Then one evening, whilst typing, (not on a proper typewriter, might I add) a search on Tolkien info revealed a site called ‘The Tolkien Forum’.
Now, although I wouldn’t think of myself as a proper user of this platform (hah! There I go sounding like I know the jargon) I find writing to other fans of JRR somewhat pleasing and fruitful. I have learnt many aspects of the lore and meanings therein I never expected to. The opinions of others with regard to Tolkien’s works, the films and Amazon’s annoying but spectacular Rings of Power (Yes, I watched it, warts and all) has been thoroughly amazing.
So, thanks to you, the other creators, the moderators and the other fan members, I find myself thinking of my halcyon days as a little boy wishing other people liked Bilbo, Thorin and his dwarves, and the strange wizard who made an innocent creature into a ‘Thief’.
I cannot see myself leaving anytime soon, and although I don’t use the internet very much, it is great to know you are all here.
 
I just discovered this thread and read through it all. What a walk down memory lane. I know it has been a while since a lot of people posted here, so it may go on deaf ears, but I figured I would respond.

I am one of the "old timers" - joined in October 2001. I was actually in High School when I found TTF - obsessed with Tolkien and LoTR and the movies were about to come out. I honestly can't remember how I found TTF but I remember falling in love with the community almost instantly. I became, how shall we say, very active in the role playing component of this site which was extremely active at the time. I was on good terms with my English teachers in HS and they would let me use their class computers on my lunch break so I would spend every lunch break reading and posting here. Then I would go home and participate as late as I could get away with - talking on AIM with some of the members who were active. I have such fond memories of that time.

I will admit - reading through my old posts I feel a lot of embarrassment. Since I was in High School at the time, and am 37 now - I think that is inevitable. I like to think I am a much better writer these days.

I stopped being active on the forum when I went to college - but I have checked in throughout the years - tried to become active again a few years ago but did not succeed. I am a software engineer these days working in the aerospace industry, I am married and have a daughter, and it is just so wild to me to think I have been a "part" of this community for over 20 years. My daughter's middle name is Éowyn - have to mention that.

I love TTF so much even though I haven't always been active - I have seen others describe it as a "safe place" and I really resonate with that feeling. I am getting the urge to become active again, but I won't make any promises because last time I was not successful in doing so.

Thanks to the mods and the team that have kept this site going - it means so much to a lot of people - even those of us who disappear and resurface randomly.
 
I just discovered this thread and read through it all. What a walk down memory lane. I know it has been a while since a lot of people posted here, so it may go on deaf ears, but I figured I would respond.
It's so good to have you back! The TTF "veterans" (and, pardon the lingo, cause I'm sure you are not that old. It's just that you are seasoned here) are few and far between. But I have to thank you all for being here. I really resonate with your story, @Mithrandir . I agree with your statements about TTF. This place will always be a sentimental place in my heart, and I'll always treasure it and the friendships that were made here, hours spent roleplaying, messaging, posting, writing.

Thank you to you and all the older members of TTF! Without you, our Forum would never thrive like it does!

And of course, thank you to our amazing Mods who dedicate so much to keep our Forum community alive and well! You guys are amazing!
 
I don't specifically remember you but looks like you'd joined a few years before me. My story's similar, I saw Fellowship in the movie theater and then subsequently read the trilogy before Two Towers and Return of the King came out. I had questions about some things like Tom Bombadil and found an excellent essay on TTF (that I can't find now, of course), and I've been here ever since. I hope that my moderating lives up to that of those in the past. Keeping TTF a safe place and welcoming to all is my number one goal and I would love for you to come back and be active. I also am married and have a daughter now, and I work as a DBA for a local university. Thanks for sharing your story, hope to see you around
 
Gandalf! I never thought I'd ever see you again old friend! Lol
 
Welcome back, Mithrandir! I actually do remember you (at least the username, even if no particular post or thread rings a bell), and your story sounds like much mine, from the high school obsession (and our nearly same ages) to the recent re-emergence here at TTF. Like you, I've been trying to be active again but am sporadic at best, what with real life getting in the way and all.

Anyway, I clipped this part of your quote so I could nerd out about your daughter's middle name, which I love. I have a colleague who recently joined my department and her daughter's first name is Eowyn - so be proud and reassured that you are not alone in your awesomeness of naming children after this story that made so many of us come to love literature in our youth!

As for the other posts in this thread that have mentioned YayGollum, I do indeed remember that one well. Quite a character! I'll just leave it at that.
 
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